John's Art

Look at these few tulips

in the canvas of John

with light yellowish

& three are more pinkish

standing different among others

petals are speaking loud and bold

about the pride or intimacy

holding up with very tiny stem,

but head never going to fall

John, i see a beauty of bloom,
even inside the frame in your room

let not them fade away

de facto

that defines my life-way

Life is full of choices.....

yeah, i am sure
you have cried at my tears
laughed in my happiness
my dearness and nearness
have you ever seen yourself
in my eyes?


not just i begin to feel
seems like
someday throughout your heart
i gonna to live
from side by side of your lung
it would matter me to breathe

never know how
i have turned out so far
being together & sharing things with you
brings a new sense of life in me

i let your life live inside me
every nook and cranny of my heart
is always open and welcome you!
to go or to stay is your choice

though living ain't gonna be easy
as we apart
you ain't gonna find me
i won't keep waiting you
since life could not be middle of nowhere
we have to be cruel or kind

so, lets stay together & dream further
or go seperate & be proud of past triggers

Dream ship

Did you see my dream ship?
that was started from last morning
and this evening, i couldn't find
far behind? no!
i pulled my eyes
far ahead? no!
i pulled my eyes there too

Oh damn shit,
look at there, air bubbles in the water
vanishing my hopes
where is angle of mine?
many unspoken love to tell her
my soul will grow sick
and probably never come back well again
if i couldn't kiss her before i die

Come and sit by me

As life goes on,
Did you feel that
all i need is about two real friends
you and you!

I grasp meaning that
you have nothing to say
good or bad
but you can come and sit by me!

Though we are familiar
we still strangling each other
as we are strangers

Can we live abundantly
enough is not yet sufficient
we gotta to be impertinently intimate soon!
do you have something to say now?

Living a life

I am going wild again
Like a child simpering and whimpering
Woo!
Am i bewitched or worried or disturbed?
Why i couldn't sleep last night?

Is there something to do in life
When someone couldn't sleep

Yeah, i have many problems
But i love living how i am upto
As life is going on
So for the best thing
All troubles come up so far

Why not i ask to have more in my life
If a worth-living consist of problems
All i want is to live

Never mind, i couldn't sleep
So i wouldn't sleep
But i am happy
I am living a life

Rendezvous with Death

I lived, felt dawn, enjoy springs
I am dead few months ago
after i just saw sunset glow
loved by many and cared by all
but now i die

I threw my hand to the earth
from faiiling to hold myself
i would not have sleep that deep
if i could break the truth of death

i now have a rendezvous with death
i remember my blue days
but now i close my eyes
and quench my heart
is it means that i eager to live more
but now i die

(in memory of my grandfather)

I could not write about my life, but i want to try

One who talked about life,
just addresses the experiences
a change and incident
that values on him/her

why not to understand
one's simillarities could be other;s differences
likes and dislikes...........
whoops! how i have been different

those who say their lives
is just like everybody else is
and claim nothing specials
i believe they all are unique individuals

we all are in transition
into various life stages
I wonder,
why my future flowing
differently ahead of others
am i supposed to live with
or did i make an order of
multiple life stories?

Beginnings & endings of lives goes on
the freedom to change
the art of living is upto us
what if? if i have choices about dying as well