Finding the way

to face NO for the wrongs
to say YES for the rights
to speak the TRUTH what i see
but never to hide & LIE
oh earth!
i want to set my mind FREE
grant me the COURAGE
find the way for me to LIVE

I'm addicted to change

Change is my choice, not anymore by a chance
Indeed, time to start anew, do jump, skip & a dance
I face fear if comes from choice, than to follow amaze
What is a permanent thing in earth? Beside a change!

I won’t quit to change or else to accept the results
No matter how risky is it- I could bare many falls
Look at me, what I have gotten until now to thrive
I want to enjoy this only & one,but a changed life

CAT

(poem for children)

you love this little cat
she is so sweet and warm
if you don't hurt her
she will also never harm

do not pull her tail
nor pinch her ears
she's so bright, don't make her pale
always do treat her fair

protect her from enemies
and give her some food
never intend to displease
she will know you are good

RED PANDAS

(Poem for children)

with that cute face and tender foot
stepping here and there
into the trees of the forest
to survive a life, as a human do
red pandas in Nepal,
having a big hope from earth
seeking a love and care thru us

lets help them to keep safe
our love and care will make a Nepal-
their better living place
bring a smile to their little face
they are beauty of the world ever
in conservation of red pandas
lets put our hands together

when it comes to marry

Love will lead to sex
or sex will lead to love
tell me honestly
what do you do first?

Some say love is in the heart
some say heart is in the love
in your style
where do you find your love

fall in love with someone who buys you something
or rise in love with someone who has life interesting
when it comes to marry
which will you take, falling or rising?

DREAM

Most people have dream
so that they dream
but it's hard to me to dream
because i couldn't fulfill my dream

I don't have dream
so that i don't realize dream
but it's hard to me not to dream
because some people fulfill their dream

Yeah, now i started to dream
so that i have choice to take it or leave it
but it's hard to me to decide
because dreams are joys and pains

But, i am no longer afraid to dream
because life is not just to dream

I'm sad, angry and sorry

(in memory of my lt. grandfather)


Remembering the smile in your face but .....
I am so sad
I did not see you at your last breathe but.....
I am so sorry
Why good people have to go before bad ones but.....
I am so angry

I know how much you love me but......
I am so sad
How can I let you know how much i love you but....
I am so sorry
I would give up anything to have you but.....
I am so angry

I can do it all

A day,
i will be standing side by side
with my love
without saying a word
but with no more a boy
i will be a husband.

One day,
i will be watching around
to my children
without caring their concern
but with no longer a man
i will be a father.

One day,
i will be sitting together
with my family
without looking at their eyes
but with not just a husband or father
i will be a leader.

For that day,
i will be in such pressure,
i got to plan and navigate
i have to be in high responsibility,
but i can do it all
yes, i can do it
and will enjoy the life
at every stage of my living

Yet, it's not bad as it seems

To you, I will then pour my heart
When you listen me like an improved woman
Don’t ask me what’s wrong, if you remain a girl
I just don’t know anything,
My mind labouring on you to name my wife

For just now,
I can forget your tears
But if you cry again,
Many things will come at same time
To treasure or not? All those memories
But surely, I find breaking through lessons
Do you feel the same?

Please anchor yourself without any delay
Yet it’s not bad as it seems- I would say
From next sunrise, aim to be a wise mother
As every sunset leaves cares behind, for next day
Change yourself step by step and day by day

Life happens in a moment

I can forgive you but time can’t do it every time
Looking over into the records of past mistakes
Why don’t you try to do your best from right now?
To fight with reasons and live in great expects

Unexpectedly, you become a nasty one anytime
With my life stories, you better wonder than to doubt
Through all good and bad feelings we share all time
Why you don’t try to know me well in fucking right?

Like a wildfire, you keep on spreading emotions
Not only you, many will be ash from the flames
And I will be unable to draw your last taken breathes
Why can’t you understand, in a moment life happens

Salute

I am the highest head to see this world
Standing centuries long, tall & with no fall,
I was there in many wars, strong to battle
I never bend to anyone but today salute me all

Silence is my nature, i'm white, pure and peace
Do you all know who am i to the Nepalese
I have been always their confident & arrogant
You can call me Nepal, my name is Mt Everest

When 'Q' is opened

A bottle of ‘Q’ you opened
and you had a sip after gentle smell
You did goodbye to day & started a night

Your face- mixed of hush and lust
When you began to count the stars
The black clouds were wrapping the sky

Slowly, you stared at my face
Asked me- When will we marry, Nara?
I replied- When it rains & rainbow comes

You did soft kiss in my cheek
I feel both joy and pain at same time
Nearly a mid night-we moved to nest

That night, it rained heavily, remember?
You grasped few drops of purity
Before it touched the dirty ground

I took out my pen & wrote a song about it
Put back into your pen-holder with love
I completed a night with last sip of 'Q'

We cared each other in the morning
And talked about marriages & life again
Some serious breathe keeping us in distance

You are bad, Mr. Good

I honoured you the most
When we worked together
And we were good friends of all
Then i named you Mr. Good
But by now, you are not
You did not repair your behaviours
Oh Mr. Good,
The world knows you are bad
Your attitude has problem

You betrayed my trust
And started to wonder at your luck
I will not forgot the past
Which brought you in new present
And left me in the old days
Oh Mr. Good,
You shall understand we all are mortal
Do not worry, i wont revenge
But i pray to almighty
Your soul may rest in peace

All customers are always right

Mr. Wong, you say-
All customer are always right
they make money in business
Yet i must share with you,
Sometime it does injustice to me
where-when i be your customer
i never feel rightly treated.

I have served thousands customers
and waiting to serve millions
Yet i must tell you,
Not all customers are always right
Only right customers are right
or i can say
all customers have their rights
to make a complaint in service.

Eventhough, I have been awarded by some
"the best employee in service"
and had my bread & butter
in some stage of my life
yet i must let you know
i mind the rule
all customers are always right

Trials, Failures & Successes

Try best to do something
Try harder to get something
If you fail, try again, eventhough it's rough
Again you fail, try again, eventhoug it's tough

Try, try, try and keep on trying
Never give up, what a matter
even though you fail again
you will be the succeed person
to understand the world better....

Who will know what is a success
if not tried and failed
None have made a story & history
escaping from highs and lows

Is it real or a fantasy?

whenever i sing my songs
on the stage of my heart
whenever i say my own words
i wish they would be heard

i always see you smiling at me
is it a real or just a fantasy
i always find you dancing there
in this corner of my heart

oh yeah, i really like it your way
how slowly you placed your eyes on me
did you ever know that
i had immense mine on you?

my dear, you are always there
with that look in your eyes
as if you will never down
as if you will never hurt

How are you today?

Human killing human
Religion criticizing religion
Society distracting society
Nation backbiting nation
All is not okay today
as it supposed to be
but everyone of us lying
"Everything is okay"
when anyone ask
How are you today?

Appeal to all Nepalese

So many rocks
in our way-field of peace
several walked and still walking
aiming to clear the way for peace
in this long journey
a lot of fell-down, many lost, some perished
and yet few trying to cross over the way

At this critical time
lets be united to one
you pick up a rock
as you can take its weight
be strong and never fall
i pick up another
we all pick up one each
it's not any game to play
but a responsibility to save the nation
as we drink water and breathe air
in our territory
gathering all small and big rocks
we together build a tall wall
barrior for enemies
to stop the mess in our field

Appeal to all Nepalese,
come and hands on with us
soon, you will see from your own eyes
the wounded will wake up with a force-line
the lost ones will appear with the hope
the sufferer will whistle & clap with a courage
now, we have giant power with a new sunshine morning
don't you see the enemies already ran away hiding in the dark
before we command them to leave our way
at this time, the way is so clear and peaceful
lets march-pass with high chin in our way
let the earth shake once & every human understand
we can live happy & unburden life forever
what not possible when we come together

LUCK

I always try to make up my life
but it often falls apart
my mother says- Its my luck
what is happening to my life art?

I do not and could not
believe in my luck
but i am happy
i still feel alive
eventhough my life sucks!

I am who am i
luck is not my name
i get what i put
hope is all my face

i grow tree to fire myself

I promised the seed to care,
i grow the plant without a fear,
i spend my life in the garden,
i waited long for the season.

today a tall tree independently standing
i can see the riping fruits smiling
we are so good friends for a long
we together sang and danced a life song

when the tree grow older
i still see high as it is my dear
but that tree confirmed with me bold
my body will be burned with its wood

Ah, life is so cruel and unfair
i haven't tasted the fruits so far
now i understand why i grow the plant
in purpose to fire myself, is it good or bad?





Ah, life is cruel and unfair

John's Art

Look at these few tulips

in the canvas of John

with light yellowish

& three are more pinkish

standing different among others

petals are speaking loud and bold

about the pride or intimacy

holding up with very tiny stem,

but head never going to fall

John, i see a beauty of bloom,
even inside the frame in your room

let not them fade away

de facto

that defines my life-way

Life is full of choices.....

yeah, i am sure
you have cried at my tears
laughed in my happiness
my dearness and nearness
have you ever seen yourself
in my eyes?


not just i begin to feel
seems like
someday throughout your heart
i gonna to live
from side by side of your lung
it would matter me to breathe

never know how
i have turned out so far
being together & sharing things with you
brings a new sense of life in me

i let your life live inside me
every nook and cranny of my heart
is always open and welcome you!
to go or to stay is your choice

though living ain't gonna be easy
as we apart
you ain't gonna find me
i won't keep waiting you
since life could not be middle of nowhere
we have to be cruel or kind

so, lets stay together & dream further
or go seperate & be proud of past triggers

Dream ship

Did you see my dream ship?
that was started from last morning
and this evening, i couldn't find
far behind? no!
i pulled my eyes
far ahead? no!
i pulled my eyes there too

Oh damn shit,
look at there, air bubbles in the water
vanishing my hopes
where is angle of mine?
many unspoken love to tell her
my soul will grow sick
and probably never come back well again
if i couldn't kiss her before i die

Come and sit by me

As life goes on,
Did you feel that
all i need is about two real friends
you and you!

I grasp meaning that
you have nothing to say
good or bad
but you can come and sit by me!

Though we are familiar
we still strangling each other
as we are strangers

Can we live abundantly
enough is not yet sufficient
we gotta to be impertinently intimate soon!
do you have something to say now?

Living a life

I am going wild again
Like a child simpering and whimpering
Woo!
Am i bewitched or worried or disturbed?
Why i couldn't sleep last night?

Is there something to do in life
When someone couldn't sleep

Yeah, i have many problems
But i love living how i am upto
As life is going on
So for the best thing
All troubles come up so far

Why not i ask to have more in my life
If a worth-living consist of problems
All i want is to live

Never mind, i couldn't sleep
So i wouldn't sleep
But i am happy
I am living a life

Rendezvous with Death

I lived, felt dawn, enjoy springs
I am dead few months ago
after i just saw sunset glow
loved by many and cared by all
but now i die

I threw my hand to the earth
from faiiling to hold myself
i would not have sleep that deep
if i could break the truth of death

i now have a rendezvous with death
i remember my blue days
but now i close my eyes
and quench my heart
is it means that i eager to live more
but now i die

(in memory of my grandfather)

I could not write about my life, but i want to try

One who talked about life,
just addresses the experiences
a change and incident
that values on him/her

why not to understand
one's simillarities could be other;s differences
likes and dislikes...........
whoops! how i have been different

those who say their lives
is just like everybody else is
and claim nothing specials
i believe they all are unique individuals

we all are in transition
into various life stages
I wonder,
why my future flowing
differently ahead of others
am i supposed to live with
or did i make an order of
multiple life stories?

Beginnings & endings of lives goes on
the freedom to change
the art of living is upto us
what if? if i have choices about dying as well